I'm wondering if there ever will be a final cure. Maybe I'll have to go on a strict diet with antifungals for a while or maybe I will always have a little bit of psoriasis no matter what I try? Maybe more psychedelic healing will help?
As far as mood, I have still been feeling great. Of course, I feel bad when I focus on the personal issues I've had to face since coming back from Peru, but when I focus on the good things I feel relatively good. I've felt really good about myself and a lot more confident. I'm still wondering how long this good feeling is going to last though. Will my mood drop back down again once the serotonin leaves my system? In the mean time I'm feeling tired and think I am getting sick. A few folks left the ayahuasca center in Peru with a bad cold and I'm wondering if I caught it from a new friend I met from there. Quite synchronistically, she only lives a half hour away from me and we've seen each other a couple times since getting back. Oh well, sometimes getting sick can force us to slow down and reset, and maybe that's what I need right now considering all the drastic changes that have occurred over the past four months.. Until next time...
