We started with a divination, where the healer gets in touch with his and my guides in order to receive any messages they might have and to answer any questions. One message that stuck out at me is that my life didn't go as it was originally planned. However, it was not too late to get back on track with the purpose I was meant to fulfill. (Or something like that...I could be remembering this a little differently.) The healer also said that I had intuitive gifts but that my third eye was stuck, preventing me from reaching my full spiritual potential. As for spiritual growth, I am very high up my "spiritual mountain." Funny that he mentioned the word mountain, because it reminds me of this art piece of a spiritual landscape that I created about a year ago:
See the mountains with the trails leading up? I think the one on the right represents spiritual potential and the one on the left represents that actual journey.
I didn't really have any questions. I mainly just wanted to get right down to business with healing this chronic heartache.
The healer put a blanket on the floor and I laid on top of it. He cleared my chakras by working with my luminous body. I can't say that it felt like anything special. However, at one point while I was on the floor I could feel my heart thumping in my chest. I didn't feel particularly nervous, but maybe a part of me felt weird about this whole thing. Or maybe it was something else.
The healer got out a big drum and told me to state an intention in my mind to let go of the heavy feelings of worthlessness I'd been having. I nodded my head when I was ready and then he beat the drum all over the top of my body. Its deep vibration resonated through my body at times. I could feel myself immersing with the sound of the drum as I imagined my heartache and heaviness lifting up into it.
The healer then did three extractions from my body by clicking meteorite rocks near the affected areas. He didn't explain what these intrusions were from or who they were related to. I also didn't feel anything significant during the process. I'm not sayint that the process itself wasn't significant! Just that it didn't feel much like anything. I'm sure it contributed to the peace I felt afterwards.
Lastly, the healer said prayer while putting his hand on my heart. This, I did feel. It felt like love pouring into me.
After the ceremony I felt very peaceful. As I said, the depression was completely gone and I felt love throughout my body and in my thoughts and emotions.
Keep in mind that we had not even done the soul retrieval yet! This was just in preparation for the soul retrieval, which is scheduled for next Wednesday. I will keep you posted. :)
